thelalalalame

2009-09-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'm officially moving to

http://thelalalalame.tumblr.com

2009-08-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

i know im a happier person now..
:)

2009-08-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

too many things happened.. think its not the right time to blog about it yet..
but i seriously treasure every moment of my life now..
am enjoying life with all my love ones around me..
feeling super contented and loved..

:D

2009-08-15T10:58:00.001+08:00

wah lao.. after a week blogger is still not functioning properly.. @$#@%$^$%%#
anyway this year's bday was the best bday ever..
with the accompany of angel, sonia, sanroye, audrey, gary, wenchong, joanna and all the wishes that i received really made it the best bday..
so sr rented a car.. and all the 8 of us squeezed in.. haha.. it was quite hilarious.. went to lagoon for dinner, blow candles and off to ktv pub..
as simple as that.. but i seriously felt very happy and definitely had fun..

then it was celebration with my colleagues.. went to sushi teh.. had a super duper feast and went back office to cut cake..
its was strawberry cheesecake from GLACE.. its damn damn damn nice.. also received present from them.. thank you very much :D

got 2 hong bao from my parents.. went jack's place with them last mon.. and kor kor bought me 2 awfully choc's cake.. and gave me $150 to get my own present (which is super practical).. haha..
super duepr happy :D feel so spoilt by them.. while im typing this entry.. just had a cake cutting session with kor kor .. :D

and gonna celebrate with andy later.. since its his bday on sunday.. :D

all the photos gonna be on facebook.. too lazy to upload it here..

SO LAST OF ALL.. SUPER DUPER THANK YOU TO MY FAMILY AND ALL MY FRDS.. AND EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME THROUGH SMS OR FACEBOOK..
I LOVE ALL OF YOU.. :D
thanks to
jo for the cake
angel for the ktv session
kor kor for the cake
colleagues for the present
sr for the car
aud for the bday wish entry
wc and gary for entertaining us on the car
sonia for being there (i was entertained by what u did) HAHAHA

2009-08-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna be 19 in a few days time

5 days to be exact

seems like a turning point in life

its a huge decision made after 5 years

I hope life ahead will be different and better

2009-08-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

dun be silly..

2009-08-01T03:06:00.000+08:00

There it goes again
many things going through my mind now
i think its time to really start thinking

2009-07-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

im glad i always have a listening ear when i get home

secretly feeling happy

2009-07-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

sweetest egg tart ever

2009-07-12T14:05:00.002+08:00

somethings are better left unsaid

whats the point of digging out everything

so what if stands had been made across the room and understood

will anything change

no, nothing will fucking change

so please just shut the fuck up.

i like it to be this way,

my own simple ways

make up things that are not that well done

you said you have your way of handling things so why cant i stick to my old ways

why the fuck do you all care about whats seen as nice or not nice

and blame it that others has responsibility thus have to do this and that

why do you fucking care when its not your fucking business

if its affecting your life just tell me

beating around the bush doesnt work for me

when you don't know anything

don't assume

you simply don't know anything

FUCK

2009-07-06T15:23:00.003+08:00

put me on the spot

2009-07-06T11:34:00.004+08:00

yesterday was fun

thanks to jessica for the bday party

hope you had fun too!

and now my voice is gone

thanks to ktv session

they should open an outlet at the east side

i bet we will become regular customers

and

i just got a tumblr account

trying to fix it

2009-07-06T11:22:00.001+08:00

It's great when you feel appreciated

2009-07-03T15:11:00.001+08:00

3 months

2009-07-02T18:39:00.001+08:00

Now its back to p4 again.

AGAIN!

forget it.

I'm more excited about my new glasses

geeky geeky

2009-06-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

OH YA

caught transformers yesterday

i bet there's gonna be transformers 3

2009-06-25T10:50:00.003+08:00

WOO HOO I GOT MY LICENSE!!!

The whole process was seriously horrifying

Throughout the whole journey i was taking deep breath again and again

And when the clutch reached the biting point, my leg was trembling like shit

FREAKING NERVOUS!!

I guess the rain helps a little cause the route was shorten

I din even get to do a U turn, its just turn, keep left, turn, keep right then drive back to cdc

the dumbest thing is I asked the TP how to drive back to cdc when its right in front of me

when i got up to the office i was thinking die already la.. strike kerb confirm gone case

then the TP keep shaking his head and told me to try again

i was fucking sian when i heard that, in the end he was lying to me.

but i still got my license anyway.. WOOHOO

best month of the year

2 good news in a row

2009-06-23T18:03:00.002+08:00

ok secured a company

very happy

if i pass TP tmr

it will be a PERFECT month!!!

FUCKING NERVOUS!!!

i just cant stop saying until the day arrives

2009-06-23T16:03:00.000+08:00

PJ ANSWER YOUR PHONE!!

2009-06-23T09:23:00.002+08:00

WOO HOO!! this is the best thing ever man

woke up

checked my mail

and got replies

feel relieve man!!!!!

i think im smiling to myself like an idiot

2009-06-22T19:07:00.001+08:00

no replies yet

DIE!

2009-06-21T15:44:00.002+08:00

i hate it when people take advantage of me

once i realise

im gonna back out

and you're gonna fuck off

2009-06-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

i know i did nothing wrong

i hate it

2009-06-19T22:09:00.003+08:00

http://architectureblog.tumblr.com/

the tree trucks are exactly like those we sat

while waiting for the prawns to be cooked..

lol

this is fantastic

now i don't have stand in kino for hours

interior design is so interesting

but not the building part i guess (for me)

2009-06-19T11:13:00.002+08:00

the very first step done..

gonna find a place to upload my portfolio..

and now i can only cross my fingers!!

I'm getting butterflies in my stomach very often this whole week

the thought of interview and TP makes me wanne die

omg.. im damn nervous, especially TP

2009-06-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

我要毛毛鱼！

2009-06-16T13:49:00.002+08:00

its one whole week of car prac straight

2009-06-15T12:19:00.000+08:00

sweethomestyle is interesting

maybe its time to get tumblr

hahaha

2009-06-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

why do i have to fucking clean up the messy house!

cause im a girl ???

fuck man

doesn't know how to clean up means theres no need to clean up?

then i shall just act dumb from the start..

2009-06-14T11:34:00.003+08:00

omg.. woke up.. first thing i saw on channel 5 is the vball nationals!!!

saw coach!! after how many years man..

sucks man.. now im full of regrets

I MISS PLAYING VBALL!

2009-06-13T12:15:00.004+08:00

so 1st interim is over and I think I'm kind of stuck already,

shall work on that later.

am quite efficient, caught a movie yesterday.

ghost of girlfriends past

i thought it would be damn nice, and chose not to believe the 2 stars in 8 days

but after watching, I'll give it a 3 stars ? although i cried 3 times. haha.

quite touching la. but other than that, nothing much.

and there's this 3 guys who were sitting next to us. kind of weird for 3 guys to watch a romance movie together

ok. now off to work on portfolio.

pray hard for me I'll get a job and hopefully a company that don't treat interns like dogs (:

2009-06-09T08:58:00.001+08:00

symptoms of incapability to follow up with technology

media design

better think twice

2009-06-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

anyone know where's the bookstore shown on 双子星 today??

2009-06-08T11:14:00.002+08:00

I should learn..

how to not blame others when things happened

how to live alone

how to make things happen and not just say

how to be more useful as a person

how to just shut up at times

how to stop asking questions

how to walk out of all these "how to"

2009-06-07T00:45:00.001+08:00

life seriously start to suck

im trying to jump out from the crowd

look at it from another perspective

and try to convince myself im fine

but for now

FUCK LIFE

2009-06-03T23:10:00.001+08:00

i just realised

all the while

i miss volleyball alot!!

2009-06-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

FREAKING PISSED

im fucking ready to play the game with you

2009-06-01T01:56:00.003+08:00

next 2 months of my life will be filled with pop upSSS!!

2009-05-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

I MISS BKK!!

i need a job.. :(

2009-05-20T02:31:00.002+08:00

too many views about this thing

and now i don't know what's my stand

see!

the problem of thinking too much

2009-05-18T21:43:00.001+08:00

EH JO!!

CHANGE LIAO!!

no more spelling error

hahahaha

2009-05-18T21:33:00.005+08:00

currently drinking black chicken soup and its quite bitter this time round..

been craving for this and wasnt satisfied with the taste at all..

many many food in my mind now..

pepper lunch, apple strudel, 85, prima deli's waffle, oppo sch's milk tea, frolick..

if only im 45 kg..

who's on for 85 tmr ??

yum yum..

i think the more i want to slim down the more it reminds me of food..

i think im never gonna do it lo unless i get a treadmill..

ok enough of food..

today marks the beginning of the long run..

which is P4!!!

needs to think of idea now..

2009-05-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

mobile application is..

OVER!

and here comes p4..

2009-05-15T02:59:00.002+08:00

sad to say but that's the best channel

2009-05-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

my mind cant squeeze in anything now

currently its being occupied by tmr's submission

maybe i'll start thinking normally after tmr

2009-05-14T00:51:00.001+08:00

Extracted from fariskassim.blogspot.com

who the hell offended him man..

2009-05-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

This is for aud and jo..

LOL LAME!!

2009-05-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

the last time i went for a wedding dinner was 4 years back..

can someone send me a wedding invitation soon..

2009-05-11T15:37:00.002+08:00

so finally after months of procrastinating..

i finally come out with a new skin..

simplicity is the best..

2009-05-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

you din know your words would hurt right.. especially when its me..

2009-04-25T00:11:00.001+08:00

i know i cant deceive myself..

but...

2009-04-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

things arent going smoothly since school started..

feels super tired of everything..

holidays just ended when i need a break badly..

2009-04-21T23:01:00.001+08:00

i feel it coming..

hate

2009-04-21T09:29:00.003+08:00

waking up in the morning and sitting alone in the living room..

2009-04-21T01:11:00.002+08:00

trust me.. it feels worse when tears doesnt flow..

2009-04-03T09:37:00.004+08:00

finally i manage to wake up early.. not that i've been missing lessons or what but I've been sleeping a lot since the beginning of holiday.. way too much.. i better start making plans on what we're gonna do in bkk.. A&W.. i cant wait man.. the last time i had that was 3/4 years old ??

i think we 3 are so damn excited man.. haha.. life is good cause of all these excitements! but i'll be going for a good 8 days.. i just hope it won't get bored towards the last few days.. and someone bought me travel insurance.. afraid that i might die.. or maybe treating it as a toto.. even if i had a flight delay there's money to claim.. hahaha

have to pack my bag now.. and i just realise my moisturizer is only 50 ml.. haha.. which is good news or i'll come back with a dry face..

checklist:

change money

pack bag

make sure my undies dry (8 days of undies is a lot)

plans on where to go

countdown : 16 hrs

2009-04-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

BKK ready to go.. R-E-A-D-Y to go!!

2009-04-02T06:52:00.001+08:00

so i think it was right..

it made my brains start thinking..

2009-03-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

congrats to myself.. p3 is finally over.. all the sleepless nights have officially ended.. my heart weigh so much lighter now.. the feeling is damn shiok.. and i cant wait for the bangkok trip :D

Love had evolve to this through these years

It needs time to change

2009-03-23T01:01:00.001+08:00

finally i see the finishing line

i see BKK ahead too!!

WOO HOO!!

FINALLY!!

the day i've been anticipating for is finally coming :D

P3 (the scariest thing on earth so far)

2009-03-20T20:23:00.002+08:00

its been 7 weeks since p3 started..

i really cant wait for it to be over..

O V E R OVER!!

there's only a few days left..

GO GO GO..!!!

CHIONG

2009-03-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

Struggling to survive

2009-02-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

AH!!

i need to scream my lungs out

2009-02-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

can some ideas flow into my brains

how i wish my brains are full of ideas

as much as the rubbish in my bin

come on come

IDEAS!!!!

i know its late, CNY photos ( indo )

2009-02-22T21:18:00.007+08:00

omg the colours look so diff here.. is my camera cheating me or blogger sucks? and photos size are really small..

2009-02-22T20:26:00.000+08:00

im tired

with everything

give me a break

thank you

2009-02-22T10:22:00.003+08:00

i admire people who can think logically

and understand every step taken

what's next what's after next

i realise sometimes people do things cause they follow the flow

not that they like it

or maybe too emotional that they don't know what they're doing

and when they look back at how they reacted,

they would say " i think im crazy "

and that's the kind of feeling i hate

2009-02-21T20:55:00.001+08:00

the goods still have their bad sides

the bads are those who don't show their good sides

2009-02-19T00:13:00.001+08:00

Its the 1460th day :)

2009-02-17T21:17:00.003+08:00

blogs aren't a platform for written show

2009-02-17T03:38:00.002+08:00

what is it..

it really made me think alot..

people i thought i knew well seems so different..

the feeling just ain't good..

feels weird..

insecure..

maybe that's part of growing up..

start taking your own steps girl..

2009-02-09T19:02:00.002+08:00

FUCK IT K!!

YOU'RE JUST UNREASONABLE!!

LOOK INTO THE MIRROR!!

I LEARNT IT FROM YOU!!!

2009-02-03T19:07:00.002+08:00

i just realise photo booth's icon actually has this chio bu

HAHAHA

2009-01-26T10:06:00.001+08:00

off to indon

bye people

i'll be back with liquors!

HAPPY CHI NEW YR!!!

2009-01-24T16:56:00.003+08:00

yeah i know i went missing for damn long.. haha.. nth much to blog about since school started.. everyday's routine is to slack in school then think of where to go after school.. and i've started buying CNY clothes like one month back.. LOL.. i know I'm damn kiasu.. but what to do..

anyway there'll be a solar eclipse on monday according to faris's blog.. by then i'll be in indonesia celebrating CNY.. pray hard i won't miss it for whatever reason..

wish everyone a happy chinese new year.. :D

新年快乐

2009-01-08T11:49:00.003+08:00

it sucks.. when u wake up in the morning..

first thing that came to your mind..

is that you fell asleep with a broken heart last night..

help me.. someone help me.. i feel so lost and helpless..

2009-01-08T10:51:00.002+08:00

i dun even understand.. u sure u do ??

2009-01-02T14:20:00.003+08:00

i bet im the only one blogging abt resolutions on 2 of jan.. haha.. it's ok.. i shall still do it..

1) happier person in yr 2009

2) get the motivation to get things done!!

3) more moolahs

simple resolutions but hard to achieve.. anyways.. guess how did i spend my NYE.. haha.. i was at home sleeping.. LOL..

wish everyone a better yr ahead.. :D

PISSED...

2008-12-25T03:51:00.000+08:00

by some insincere people..

where's the love

2008-12-21T22:17:00.001+08:00

sigh

can someone bring me to this place..??

2008-12-14T21:35:00.003+08:00

sukuen.livejournal.com

2008-12-13T13:26:00.006+08:00

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people and ask them to comment theirs in your journal.

1. I've been sleeping in the living room for 1 month ( for no reason )
2. i use to go for reggae lessons
3. i attended jap class for half a year but learn nothing
4. there was once i missed my period for 2 months and there was once i had my period twice within 6 weeks
5. i admire people who are very bilingual
6. i miss volleyball a lot and when i dream of myself playing vball, it felt damn shiok
7. my bro tried plugging a mic into my nostril when we were kid
8. i swallowed a 1 dollar coin when i was young
9. i was afraid of going sch till the age of 11 ( cried almost everyday )
10. i think i had mild depression when i was in upper sec
11. i've never tried smoking till now
12. my general knowledge sucks to the core
13. my heaviest weight is 61 kg ( was 160cm back then)
14. one of my pri sch's eca is being a librarian
15. i have difficulty completing these 18 points
16. i tried sleeping naked before and it sucks cos i felt super insecure ( people said it will be comfortable )
17. my dream is to have my own 2 storey boutique. A cafe on the first floor, sells things i baked and boutique on the second floor, sell things i design. (seems quite impossible and impractical though)
18. i haven't been watching anything on channel 5 for years.

2008-12-13T13:08:00.002+08:00

finally holiday is here..

feeling a little down on the first day of holiday..

which is bad!

all started from not sleeping...

then i was acting a little weird yest.. stoning and having black face..

being super bad tempered!!

i shall sleep for a few days!

oh jl ah jl..buck up.. u're really lagging behind the rest..

2008-12-10T21:03:00.001+08:00

ANY FLASH TUTOR??

2008-12-09T18:38:00.001+08:00

gogogo..

dun procrastinate anymore..

finish it and its holiday..!!!

gogogo..

OMG OMG SERIOUSLY OMG

2008-12-08T10:56:00.003+08:00

MY CD CAME OUT!!!! AH~~!!! SCREAMS *HOP AROUND FOR 1 HR*

1 hr later

haha.. this is like an early christmas present sia.. LOL.. and last night i dreamt of a youtube video.. title is "shanie painie christmas".. sth like tt la.. but dun exist leh.. and in the dream i saw 4 digit!!!! omg omg.. im so gonna buy it.. if i strike lottery den i bet is ah ma up there know im in need of money for this holiday!! HAHA.. in my dream got this baby.. he was wearing blue fringed shirt but with cartoons on it den he used his crayon to draw lines which will magically turn into fringe.. hahahaha.. lame.. den he drew blue cookie monster.. haha.. damn funny.. den suddenly got 4 digits..

so far i dreamt of 4 digits twice.. the first time mama won the starters i think.. when i was pri 2.. the second time i din see properly and the number sequence was wrong!! wish this time round i will win!! AH!!! excited!

anyway the CD was stuck in my lappie since P2 which is like 2 mths ago.. and no matter how i pok or restart my com how many times.. it just wun work.. then just now my lappie sort of hang la.. den i restart.. den came out!! :D :D :D

this is not an angry post

2008-12-07T18:57:00.006+08:00

i really wonder how can someone be so obsess with game????

woke up 14 mins ago.. AND GOOD NEWSS!!

2008-12-05T09:14:00.002+08:00

submission will be change to fri.. yeah shiok.. but must finish early still..

SAD~~

2008-12-05T00:15:00.003+08:00

isnt it sad when things arent that saddening anymore..

2008-12-02T13:37:00.002+08:00

OMG christmas is coming.. which means..

kay see's bday..

hasif's bday..

holiday..

new year countdown..

2009..

chinese new year..

bernice's bday..

valentine's day..

anniversary..

p3..

bangkok trip..

P4..

SIP..

FYP..

Graduation..

will be coming soon..

and soon i'll be graduating.. wonder what i'll be doing next.. time please show me some mercy.. for now.. just hope that SIP will be fine..

this is cool..

2008-11-25T09:46:00.004+08:00

http://pidylife.blogspot.com

i just dyed my hair

2008-11-24T19:27:00.002+08:00

my hair now = faris = #000000

2008-11-24T03:08:00.002+08:00

trust me.. its never fair..

2008-11-12T22:01:00.001+08:00

half way through war..

hai.. i hope things will be back on track soon..

4.04am, wearing a headband, fringe up, ponytail, LIKE A SIAO ZHA BOR

2008-11-12T04:03:00.004+08:00

i need to correct what i have said..

" IT'S WAR BETWEEN ME, XML AND FLASH!"

THANK GOD!

2008-11-10T23:09:00.003+08:00

thank god.. i passed my btt.. hahaha.. i swear i was damn nervous just now.. especially when i click "end test".. lol

now its war between flash and me..

i swear my flash is fucking dumb.. but since FIMM is testing more on technical stuff den i shall not care.. hai.. but im not proud of my work :(

jia you jia you.. u can do it..

HOW?

2008-11-10T11:11:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG HOW HOW HOW?!?!?

my btt is at 5:40..

please god.. let me pass my btt..

lots of applause "thank you thank you..!"

2008-11-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

according to http://ohbrey.livejournal.com nov 7 2008's post..

J I A L I N G

J - everyone loves you

I - you have a fine ass

A - you like to drink

L - you live to have fun

N - you absolutely beautiful

G - you never let people tell u what to do

my love

2008-11-09T22:00:00.003+08:00

看到你嘻嘻哈哈，只让我觉得你在隐藏些什么。

但在一旁的我真的什么都帮不上忙。

唯一能做的就是呆在你身边。

加油！我会一直陪着你！

2008-11-08T05:51:00.000+08:00

I WOULD LIKE TO GO TO TIMBRE ONE DAY!!